Thursday, January 2nd 2014So here I am. In a crappy situation at work. Waiting for the pink slip. Vacation was great. Stomache began doing the flips this morning as I trudged myself out of bed. My friend Melissa told me she was borderline diabetic and has to loose weight. I wish I could help her, motivate her, go through it with her - but her life has taken her to a different place than me. I hope she is happy. I wish her well.
Saturday, November 23rd 2013So. It's almost been a year. 25 lbs. I had hoped to be 100. Such is life. My lowest weight this year was 234. So I'm not too far away from that now. 25 lbs steady. I've had ups and downs, but I think this is a good new starting place.
Monday, October 14th 2013So, here I am again. School has started. School has become a paycheck for now. I am stressed out beyond belief. Eating all the wrong foods for comfort. Too tired to exercise. Feel like crap. And my attitude is "I don't care." It has almost been a year since I started this, and I am almost back to were I started from.
Sunday, May 26th 2013SO, back again. I was in the low 230's, now weighed today at 250.4. Have gotten away from my medication, recording what I eat, exercising, avoiding school cafeteria lunches, keeping track of everything. And why am I surprised i'm gaining weight again? no idea. I do know the cheddar burgers at McDonalds are like crack. They are cheap and tasty. And very bad for me.
Sunday, March 10th 2013So I'm down right now. For the past 2 weeks, I haven't been keeping track of stuff, eating like I use to, completely not focused. Nic has been in and out of the emergency room. She's worried. Am I eating to reflect that? Oh poor me?