Sunday, Jul 18 2004
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Well, I start my new job tomorrow! Iím looking forward to it, and am not nervous. Iíll be meeting C early for training, then I have a corporate orientation, and then C for the rest of the day. It will be good to see her again.
My staff gave me a clock, engraved with ďLynn - You will be missed. Good Luck. BrunswickĒ. It is beautiful, and I was very touched at how sad they seemed to have me leave. I left two of them crying on Friday afternoon when I left. And L, my old supervisor, IMíed me a few times to tell me she would miss me. I think I'm leaving that job on very good terms, which feels wonderful.
S and I worked on the lawn today and we painted the front of the house - the brown rocks/bricks. And it looks great, I have to say. I took a nap and worked out.
I canít write much tonight even though I should because I donít know if I can focus. But - I weighed 130 at my weigh in on Saturday and it really upset me for a while. I posted on CK about it and got some good feedback. Iím just buckling down again and I hope it goes away soon. I canít handle much more anxiety right now - I never seem to stop thinking about the wedding. I need a dress. I need a dress soon. ARGGG.
And, Kís wedding is next Saturday and that will be a anxiety attack in and of itself. At least Steve will be there with me. Oh dear. More and more to worry about. My thinking is so fragmented right now.