LYNNABEL's Feb 2005 CalorieKing Blog

Wednesday, February 23rd 2005

130.5 this morning! Its frighteninly early since I have TONS to do at work before our trip - I'm really appreciating coffee this morning.

Tuesday, February 22nd 2005

I don't know if I will have time to journal before we leave on our trip so I'm going to spend just minute doing so now. I've got about ten minutes before I need to leave for work.

Yesterday was a company holiday, but I went in and got a lot done. I'm never one to take the mindset of "someone else can deal with xyz", but I have taken that view regarding this trip. Someone else can deal.

I'm going to miss Ripple so much. Since S's back has been so bad the past week or so, I've...

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Sunday, February 20th 2005

I didn't check in yesterday. I'm such a coward when it comes to facing the music post indulgence. But what fun indulgence! I went out with my colleagues from my last job, DCI. It was so much fun. It was great to be politically enraged and have people to sympathize, disect, talk about it too. I miss that terribly right now - S can really only listen, and Lord knows N couldn't talk about it with me because their views are completely opposie of mine. SK had some great thoughts o...

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Tuesday, February 15th 2005

I am...scattered, right now. Work and home.

I am worried about my memory - or lack of it. I find that I can forget things for stretches of time and it worries me. I forget to check the cats' food dishes for days on end (S has been taking care of it, but it really upsets me). I forget to call my family - its been at least a few weeks if not more since I've talked to them. I forget. I used to attribute the short term memory loss to alcohol, but I can't do that anymore since I don't drink very...

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Sunday, February 13th 2005

This weekend was both good and bad. We didn't end up getting together with our neighbors which was too bad and not our doing. So, I didn't have that to enjoy. I had to go to the music academy and help paint for about 4 hours on Saturday in addition to a board meeting. I was glad I helped, but not super excited about getting out of bed on Saturday morning.

S and I have been a total odds all weekend - not odds like fighting, but odds like not connecting. I've been supressing, or interalizing,...

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