Monday, Jun 13 2005
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Am having a hard time getting going this morning. I rarely make that never - take a screw you attitude towards work but am getting very close right now/today. Mondays are always problematic for me, though. I am glad to finally be learning how to balance my own expectations of myself with reasonable external expectations its taken a while to do this about 8 years, actually. I wonder what I would be doing/where I would be if I had learned this five years ago. Honestly, Id probably still be working at Allied. In retrospect how frightening! Perhaps I wouldnt have spiraled during those post-Allied years, though, had I learned some of this earlier. I dont know. Its always easy to question things in hindsight.
I had a nice weekend, all in all. Yesterday I didnt feel physically the greatest, but everything else about it was nice. I think Ive developed an intolerance for dairy. I have been feeling a bit queasy after ice cream and cereal. So, Im going to go ice cream-less for a few days and see if that helps.
Funny dreams I dreamt my father disowned me for having this baby. I dont think you could find a man more excited about being grandpa, so this was pretty hilarious. Lots of baby dreams not always my baby but babies in most of them.
I need to start a list of questions for my OB at my next appointment. Some are:
1. How dangerous is it to sleep on my back? Meaning, is this something that I shouldnt do for 5 minutes or shouldnt do for 2 hours?
2. My nipples. Enough said.
3. Is Pepto safe?
4. When do I get info on the classes?
Im sure Ill think of more. I know I have, I just didnt write them dawn which was a mistake since my memory is totally shot being pregnant.
Im feeling a lot of anxiety right now. I think I will go get a drink at the deli to take a mental break.