LYNNABEL's Jun 2005 CalorieKing Blog

Monday, June 20th 2005

Walnut is dancing up a storm right now! I swear I can almost HEAR his/her movements they're so intense. I hope this isn't a sign of ADD or disdain for sleep. :)

Sunday, June 19th 2005

The Z-R household is having a bit of communications breakdown right now. I'm going to try not to disect it right now because a) the person sharing the breakdown is who should be hearing any comments about it and b) I am tired and self conscious of being negative in my journal entries. Part B is problematic because this should be about and for me and my thoughts but I can't help imagining an audience - whether its my CK friends and acquaintenances or who ever stumbles across and reads my printed ...

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Wednesday, June 15th 2005

I had a wonderful, long talk with my mother who is visitng my grandma right now. I miss both of them. Can't wait to see Mom - she'll be coming to visit in early August before school starts up again for her. And then my sister will come visit. I'm so glad. I NEED to see them. We're planning to go to OKC for Christmas after the baby is born, which I'm already to looking forward to. Obviously not the OKC (not a big fan) part, but the family part.

Work is crazy, but energizing - at least today ...

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Tuesday, June 14th 2005

Phew. Work is rough right now. One thing I hope very much for my baby is that I can either teach him or her (or he/she can learn on his/her own) how to effectively stand up for themelves, their work, their beliefs, etc. Its a skill that I am learning but am no where near profficient at. Far too often it is more comfortable for me to be unhappy/miserable/mad than for me to risk making someone else feel that way, no matter how justified. I imagine the best way to teach this skill is to exhibit it,...

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Monday, June 13th 2005

Am having a hard time getting going this morning. I rarely – make that never - take a “screw you” attitude towards work but am getting very close right now/today. Mondays are always problematic for me, though. I am glad to finally be learning how to balance my own expectations of myself with reasonable external expectations – its taken a while to do this – about 8 years, actually. I wonder what I would be doing/where I would be if I had learned this five years ago. Honestly, I’d probably s...

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