Sunday, Dec 13 2009
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Okay - how annoying. I just wrote an entry, and lost it. Arg.
Just wanted to let you know that I am safe, and my family is safe, so my apologies if I worried anyone in that regard. I have some non CK individuals who see my blog so I can't make it for members-only. So, I have to be a bit cryptic in case there is someone out there looking, you know?
The problem still is exists, and will for some time. I will have to figure out how to live with until I can change it. I don't know quite yet how I will do that because it hit me in a very soft spot, but I will also be trying very hard.
I am in need of, and in search of, a good mantra (
Tori) to keep me focused on what is positive and in my control.
Will showed me the spirit of the season yesterday. He spent an hour working on decorating Christmas cards for his Sunday school teachers. He wanted them to be just right, and he was so joyous about it. He put more thought into those cards than some people put into the whole holiday season, and it was a humbling and heartbreaking thing to see.
On a personal, positive note, at last weigh in I am down to 132! This is only 2 lbs away from my goal. I don't know if my goal is realistic or not, but it may be, since I wasn't sure I could ever get under 135 again, and I did. I am really, really looking forward to maintenance, and making this permanent. It is SO gratifying to have hard work pay off.
Again, thank you for your love. It made a HUGE difference.