Monday, Apr 12 2010
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I had a really nice weekend - we took the boat out on both Saturday and Sunday. I felt so appreciative of my life sitting on the boat with my husband and children. I had a idea while we were out on the boat looking at some other properties - a pool. Since we can't swim in the lake, it would be great to have a pool for the kids and their friends and our friends. So, we're going to look into it. It would probably be above ground, which would work out fine since it wouldn't even block the view from the lower level. Pricey, but it might be worth it.
I developed a big red itchy rash on my chest this weekend - I can't for the life of me figure out what it is. The closest thing I could find online was hives. So, I'm going to try to get an apt today because even though I could probably wait it out, I don't want to in case its contagious. This itch would drive a child out of his/her mind.
I'm not at work so I'm going to write this down (found out the spyware at work records our keystrokes, so I don't even want to do some of my person things there anymore). I've mentioned how my anxiety has been mounting lately? Well, I think I figured out that it has so much to do with the nature of my work - there are one or two projects a month that I can finish on my own without needing someone else's input. And the people I work with (internally and externally) are HORRIBLE at getting back to me. Hence, I can't get anything actually completed and off my desk, which is really unsatisfying to me. And so it seems to me that unless I can figure out a way to live with this (which maybe I can) I will need to begin looking for a way to retool my job, or look for a new job. I may have to back into people management which I might be more confident with now than I was two years ago. I'm not looking to do anything drastic right now, but I'm glad I figured out what has been eating at me.
I need to run get Will up. (Poor guy, he's worried about Ellen's teeth lately because she's horrible at letting me brush them and won't do it on her own). Will is ME in a 4 yr old boy body. Ellen is Attila the Hun.
PS. Connie - the cleavage lesson was based on obervation of huge amounts of cleavage on display by others in Miami. There really was no such thing as too much.
And, for better or worse, no wardrobe malfunction on my part.