Thursday, Jun 24 2010
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My pride has taken such a beating over the past four months. Id like to think Im the only one in my immediate (M F) surroundings who knows this, but I dont know how much longer I can keep this up. My self esteem and my sense of self worth are unstable at the best of time this cant be good for me. My eyes well up, my nose prickles and my throat closes in grief and frustration and humiliation at least several times a week. Is sheer endurance is a virtue? I hope that is the lesson the universe is trying to teach me. Otherwise, Im not getting it.