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Thursday, Jun 24 2010

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My pride has taken such a beating over the past four months. Iíd like to think Iím the only one in my immediate (M Ė F) surroundings who knows this, but I donít know how much longer I can keep this up. My self esteem and my sense of self worth are unstable at the best of time Ė this canít be good for me. My eyes well up, my nose prickles and my throat closes in grief and frustration and humiliation at least several times a week. Is sheer endurance is a virtue? I hope that is the lesson the universe is trying to teach me. Otherwise, Iím not getting it.

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6 comments so far.

6.

4 years ago

Your value and worth is not determined by individuals who cannot appreciate the variations in all people who are not like them or whom they can relate to within their circle. Don't let their 'lack of' make you feel like your own worst enemy. You are special, you are valuable, you are courageous and kind. You love from your soul and you give freely from the heart. Sadly, there will be many-o-people who will do their very best (knowingly and unknowingly) to steal that from you in order to keep for themselves. Stand proud Ms. Lynn, know that no matter what comes your way, you have something they don't have. You have something special and worthy. You my sweetness have Y.O.U. and as long as you believe in yourself, they cannot touch any part of you that matters the most to you. Just remember that.

by JAXS

JAXS

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4 years ago

Do I need to pack up my girlfriends and their bats and come do some kneecap busting? 'Cause I will. I'm just sayin' ...

by REV

REV

4.

4 years ago

Hang in there, Lynn, and remember who you are: a strong and powerful woman.

by BREADANDROSES

BREADANDROSES

3.

4 years ago

I'm so sorry, Lynn. I wish I could do something to help. :heart1:

by EPMOMMA

EPMOMMA

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4 years ago

sheer endurance is indeed a virtue...but...I used to be where you are, and there is no need to suffer through -- you deserve better. They could let you go tomorrow and not have a 2nd thought about it (which was how my situation ended) -- keep looking for something better - even if it means a lateral move.

by NMA5632

NMA5632

1.

4 years ago

((( :kiss: )))

by PATTIXOXO

PATTIXOXO