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Sunday, Mar 27 2011

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I had a thought I wanted to capture before I lost it.

There is some alchemy in the spring sunshine together with laughter after tension that has lasted too long that makes me raw to the world - in both good and bad ways. I feel at the end of something - winter, I guess, but something more, too, I think. I feel exhausted and rejuvenated at the same time. I feel desperate love for my babies together with confusion for myself that isn't necessarily 'bad'. My eyes well up at nearly everything, which is painful, but again, not necessarily something that feels 'bad'. Have I been numb for a while? It almost seems so. This world is a tender and terrible place.

I don't want to force anything I've written to fit what I'm feeling, so I'm going to leave it there for now.

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5 comments so far.

5.

3 years ago

Isn't it the craziest thing to suddenly realize you hadn't been feeling anything for a long time - and to do so by realizing how very much you now feel all the time?! Whoo.

by REV

REV

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3 years ago

Love reading what you're thinking about. Hugs to you--and happy spring. :heart2:

by DEBORAHV

DEBORAHV

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3 years ago

i love you. :)

by CBL

CBL

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3 years ago

''This world is a tender and terrible place.'' I need to ponder that a bit, but on first reading, I think I concur. :love:

by EPMOMMA

EPMOMMA

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3 years ago

maybe you're on the brink of discovering, whatever it is you need. Hugs.

by NMA5632

NMA5632