Sunday, Sep 6 2009 - getting close but not close enough blues
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well, I am kind of hanging at just under 155 +/-. I want to get back on the road and get it under 150 and then on to 147. But it's just not time yet. I'm tired of 1200 calories, which means you have to be pretty intentional about eating your calories without much extra--even a large piece of fruit can seem to put a wrinkle in a plan. I have what DH calls free floating anxiety--about exercise as we go into fall and winter, about maintaining, about just preserving my current success. Sigh.
Has to be endured, cannot be cured.
So as I wrote today on the goals and accountability thread, this is all about trying to be right where you are. To be here is better than to be 194 or even 160 which is what I thought was barely imagineable. I will work to challenge myself at keeping 1200 net calories interesting and do-able.
Keep on pushing.