Tuesday, Feb 26 2013 - bluh.
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I'm so tired from that workout last night and I can't believe I'm paying this bad for not being at the gym for two weeks.
I stayed up way to late last night when I came home, I should have gone straight to bed. It's hard to not take some time for myself when everything is quiet. It's nice to sit and reflect on the day, check my email, have some hot tea and just chill out. I hate that going to bed has to be a chore that I have to do or else.
My house is a disgusting mess. I clean and clean and turn right around and clean some more but by the end of the night you can't tell because nobody will freaking clean up after themselves. I could press the issue but by the time I argue and fight with everybody I could have cleaned up my self twice over. I've just kind of given up. I know I shouldn't but I just can't do everything by myself and I just don't care.
I'm sick of the arguing I get from my kids when I ask them to do things. I'm at the end of my rope. I'm tired of my husband snoring and coughing all over me and when I finally do get to sleep my nerves are stretched to the breaking point. Sometimes I want to kick him in the balls.
It's really no wonder have have food issues. If it wasn't food, it would be alcohol, or drugs or something else disastrous. I just know it. Everything is just so freaking hard all the time.