Wednesday, Jun 29 2011
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Thank you everyone for your supportive comments yesterday. It truly helped me!!! It is amazing how much support you can get from people that you have never met in person.
I know things will be OK in the long run. We always come together in the end. Jason did clean the kitchen last night! Good sign. It usually lasts for a couple of weeks and then things go back to our "normal". I will just have continue to voice my feelings in a respectful way.
I know this might be too personal but the one thing that Jason said he needs from me is to initiate more in the bedroom. This seems to be his only issue with me. For me when I am so busy around the house, with the kids, helping grandma......sex is the last thing on my mind. I tell him all the time if I felt like I had more help around the house I would probably be more interested. I also tell him that it is not very attractive to me when is not helpful around the house. Looks are not very important to me. Personality and actions are important.
I know guys and girls are different about this. I guess I need to know that I am not a freak.
With all this stress. Green check yesterday. Had a hard speed work session last night but I met my time goals......yeah.