Monday, May 21 2007 - Dancing with the Pounds
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It took me over 2 weeks to lose one pound. At this rate it will take me 4 years to reach my goal. I don't know if I have the stamina, will power or energy to last that long. I know it is my age and I sound like a broken record when I talk about it. But it is so very frustrating. I have increased my exercise level and frequency hoping to drop kick my metabolism at least to move it from snail to toad pace....Wow it is so difficult to stay on track, but I do.
I haven't spoken to my mother since the melt down last Thursday. It's better for me. I spoke to my father once. I am not quite sure he understands the dynamic between my mother and me, but he knew I meant business when I said I needed to take break from calling. I will check in tomorrow. Life shouldn't be so complicated...but sometimes it just is. Caio for now...