Monday, Jan 28 2008 - all i can say
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i am working on getting my life back together. sadly, the first thing that falls to the wayside when i am struggling is my diet. it's a monday and i am starting again. the problem is there are too many mondays to count. the good news is i am trying again. the only promise i will make is to give this a good attempt.
my dad became sick last week with a urinary infection. those infections can knock a senior citizen down very quickly. he was weak and out of it for several days. i am the "go to" person and that's just the way it is. he is better now and that's all that matters. it's a seesaw in my family. if it's not one person it's someone else who needs tending to. i never enjoyed the seesaw!
i can't imagine how much weight i have gained. i have reached the point where i don't (won't, can't) weigh myself anymore. fear does that. but as i said before, i am starting again today. i hope it will last. i hope i get back on track. i hope i get to calorie king every day. i hope this week is better than last.
i think of you all every day and hope you are not struggling like i am. it's a new year and i want it to be a good one. it will. that's all i can say.
this may sound pessimistic, but really i am not. i am looking forward to trying again. and i am hopeful.