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Wednesday, Feb 13 2008 - AWOL

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I have not been much of a "Calorie Queen" for several weeks. When I am not doing well, I tend to withdraw. It's the same thing as paying for WW meetings and then not showing up. Instead I don't come to the Calorie King website and get a healthy dose of all you wonderful folks. Speaking of which, "What it is this "Friends" list? Thank you to all my friends who are counting me in on their list...Eventually I will figure out what it is all about.

Meanwhile, thank you to all those who wrote to me since I have been AWOL. I don't mean to worry anyone at all. I just don't like coming here when I am not doing well. I prefer to be inspirational and upbeat rather than need inspiration and support. It's my nature not to reach out. I am stubborn that way. I know we all need shoulders to lean on. I can give good shoulder....I just haven't figured out how to receive yet!!! I think my funny bone is still intact though. :laugh5:

I haven't felt successful (about losing weight) in awhile. I thought I did, but it didn't last very long. I guess I haven't felt successful about a lot of things for a long time.

They say that "it's not what you are eating it is what's eating you" that makes the most difference in our ability to lose weight successfully. I think something has been eating me my whole damn life and I still haven't #$^$^%$% figured it out!! When I do, you will all be the first to know. :)

So that's what is going on with me. I am here. I am doing OK. I am starting a new business venture which I will write about in the near future. My parents are what they are and I deal with it. Ralph is always supportive and loving (He thinks I don't know what restaurant he is taking me to for our Valentine's Day lunch, but I figured it out!!) I should be a detective!! My life is good and I am grateful I have CK. And like AHHnold says "I'll be BAACK"...soon, very soon. Have a great day.

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6 years ago

They say that "it's not what you are eating it is what's eating you" that makes the most difference in our ability to lose weight successfully. I think something has been eating me my whole damn life and I still haven't #$^$^%$% figured it out!! When I do, you will all be the first to know.

My sentiments exactly! :beatup: I hope that you do learn to receive because those you are there for would :love: to be there for you. We all NEED each other! You are special and a necessary part of this community. We aren't just here for the good. We all have the bad and ugly too! :love:

by MOM22SONZ

MOM22SONZ

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6 years ago

Hi Grace,
I know exactly how you feel, but I also know we can start again, one day at a time. Don't beat yourself up, just start again and let the past go. Hope to see you back more, and myself as well!:wave1:

by TREE

TREE

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6 years ago

COME OUT, COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE. WE MISSED YOU. HAVE A :love: DAY WITH RALPH.

by RSW

RSW

8.

6 years ago

Hey Grace....I was just getting ready to email you and saw that you had posted today. I should fuss at you for withdrawing but I know that I do exactly the same thing. But you shouldn't try to be like ME!!! :) Come on back and join us....ain't none of us perfect and you don't have to be either!

by DIMPLEGRIN1

DIMPLEGRIN1

7.

6 years ago

:hi: Missed you, Grace! Thanks for checking in. ... :huh:I battle with myself asking "why is it so much harder to take help than to offer it?" I wish I knew. I've been trying to shake off the winter duldrums for the past couple months. Enjoy your :love: lunch with Ralph tomorrow & best of luck with your business venture! (You're still a :queen: to me.)

by FERFER

FERFER

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6 years ago

When something is eating me I usually start eating something. I know it now and work at making better choices but this is really a mental game every step of the way. Good luck with your new business!

by MEYDEE

MEYDEE

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6 years ago

:wave1: Nice to see you back today.....Hang in there....baby steps will get you back on track....I don't understand this new profile page either..."friends, comments"....I wrote about it in my blog this morning...I hope you and Ralph have a wonderful Valentines Day..:)

by BIGGRAMMA

BIGGRAMMA

4.

6 years ago

Dear Grace, thx for checking in. I wish we (me, CK) could be more help. I wish you the best and hope you find your mojo soon! Sue

by MEDIASUE

MEDIASUE

3.

6 years ago

Grace nice to see you again even if it is briefly:heart2: Take care of yourself and good luck on your new adventure!!:thumbu2:

by TEXSKH05

TEXSKH05

2.

6 years ago

:hi: Grace. Your funny bone is indeed intact. :) I wish you a lot of success with your new business venture....very mysterious..... It's nice to see you here. I missed you. :love: A lot of us tend to do what you did....withdraw..... :cross3: I'm happy to "see" you here! :love:

by BUN201

BUN201

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6 years ago

:hi: Glad to see you here. I sure hope you will be back real soon. I miss you when you are not here. It's okay to need a shoulder every now and then. Mine is here if you need it. Good luck with the business venture. Hope to see you soon. :)

by JUSTPATTI

JUSTPATTI