Wednesday, Feb 13 2008 - AWOL
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I have not been much of a "Calorie Queen" for several weeks. When I am not doing well, I tend to withdraw. It's the same thing as paying for WW meetings and then not showing up. Instead I don't come to the Calorie King website and get a healthy dose of all you wonderful folks. Speaking of which, "What it is this "Friends" list? Thank you to all my friends who are counting me in on their list...Eventually I will figure out what it is all about.
Meanwhile, thank you to all those who wrote to me since I have been AWOL. I don't mean to worry anyone at all. I just don't like coming here when I am not doing well. I prefer to be inspirational and upbeat rather than need inspiration and support. It's my nature not to reach out. I am stubborn that way. I know we all need shoulders to lean on. I can give good shoulder....I just haven't figured out how to receive yet!!! I think my funny bone is still intact though.
I haven't felt successful (about losing weight) in awhile. I thought I did, but it didn't last very long. I guess I haven't felt successful about a lot of things for a long time.
They say that "it's not what you are eating it is what's eating you" that makes the most difference in our ability to lose weight successfully. I think something has been eating me my whole damn life and I still haven't #$^$^%$% figured it out!! When I do, you will all be the first to know.
So that's what is going on with me. I am here. I am doing OK. I am starting a new business venture which I will write about in the near future. My parents are what they are and I deal with it. Ralph is always supportive and loving (He thinks I don't know what restaurant he is taking me to for our Valentine's Day lunch, but I figured it out!!) I should be a detective!! My life is good and I am grateful I have CK. And like AHHnold says "I'll be BAACK"...soon, very soon. Have a great day.