WILLLOSEIT's May 2008 CalorieKing Blog

and the beat goes on

Friday, May 30th 2008

trying to lose weight. it's the struggle i have had my entire life. sometimes i feel like i am stuck in a revolving door. i can't get out and i don't get anywhere.

i am not expecting to instantly lose what i have to lose. i just don't want to wind up right where i am again the same time next year. where is that crystal ball when you need it?

i don't mean to be negative, but i am just trying to work through all my weight issues and writing always helps. i don't do enough of it ...

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Tuesday, May 20th 2008

Weekends are the toughest for us all. Usually that's when we tend to do our most socializing and the greatest damage to our weight loss efforts. My weekends are no exception.

This past weekend started out well and went downhill from there. As some of you know, my husband and I love to find new little restaurants. I constantly read restaurant reviews and "best of" listings always looking for some place new and different to try. On Friday evening, we ventured to the Bronx to ...

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Easier said than done

Monday, May 19th 2008

Back on target; not quite. Measuring and logging consistently: not yet. Working out everyday; not even close. Wanting the brass ring; absolutely,

Well that about sums up where my head, heart and actions are right now. I treasure the idea of being thinner. It's something I have dreamed about my whole life. Honestly, I can't remember a time where I was satisfied with the way I looked. Even at my thinnest, I was so unsure of myself. Poor self-esteem and a sad body image combined to mak...

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I think I am back

Saturday, May 17th 2008

Hello Everyone,

It's been too long. I have started a fitness program with my chiropractor and I am working my way back to CK. I miss my blog, I need the food diary and I miss all of you. I know I selfishly pulled away from CK. I did what you are not supposed to do when you are feeling like a failure and thinking that your goals are way beyond reach. I retreated to a place where feeling sorry for yourself can only lead to the one comfort we think we can depend upon; food.

And so h...

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