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Wednesday, Jun 4 2008 - unconditional love

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my husband gives me
unconditional love
despite every bad mood,
negative comment and
irrational complaint
i throw his way
he hugs me when i am sad
he listens when i am mad
he smiles when
i don't make much sense
sigh,
he has to do that a lot
these days

where's my own
unconditional love, though
for myself
when i need it the most
i see defeat
instead of challenge
i see failure
instead of try again
i fear the future
instead of
learning from the past

the rainbow?
it just means it rained
there is no pot of gold

i am somewhere
dark and dusty
these days
as i sort through
everything that
makes me doubt
the potential
that used to be me
i am clouded
by thoughts of
can't be
and why me

i know,
this has to change
perhaps
when i find
that unconditional love
inside me
i will turn
the corner
but for now,
i can't see what's
on the other side of the wall
even though
i built that wall,
myself


hello everyone: sometimes the words i write are not a true reflection of the person i am or the way i am feeling at any particular time. that is the case today. right now although i am desperate to make a change in my life, i am not a desperate person. i do see a light at the end of the tunnel and i am not sad all the time. it's just sometimes, the darkness inspires my writing more than the light. so i don't want any one to be alarmed by the tone of this. it's just something i wrote, i promise. I respect all of you and your comments. you are important to my journey back. thank you all for being so kind and inspiring. i expect to do the same for you again someday soon...peace...



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6 comments so far.

6.

6 years ago

:love: :kiss: We love you unconditionally, too.

by BUN201

BUN201

5.

6 years ago

Oh Grace we all feel that same way sometimes it's out of our control I think. Even if you are in a funk it's nice to see you here--I miss you:kiss: Take care:heart2:

by TEXSKH05

TEXSKH05

4.

6 years ago

Oh Grace, I hope the light finds you soon. I think our age has something to do with it too as our hormones get out of whack! It's not fair but it's what we have to deal with. Good luck.

by MEDIASUE

MEDIASUE

3.

6 years ago

:wave1: Thank you for sharing...It is really nice to see you again...Have a nice evening..:)

by BIGGRAMMA

BIGGRAMMA

2.

6 years ago

:hi: Glad to see you around. I hope you find that unconditional love for yourself real soon. :love:

by JUSTPATTI

JUSTPATTI

1.

6 years ago

Peace to you as well. Snuggle into that sweet man and enjoy the day as much as possible.

by PEANUT

PEANUT