Hello Shannon! First of all, look how far you have come! I see that you started at 358 and at one point you were 315. If you've gained some back since then, don't worry, you CAN do it! The numbers show that you can, and you've done it once, you WILL do it again!
As I commented this morning in reply to Toms welcome post, the only thing, ONLY THING that keeps me sane is focusing on my mini goals instead of the whole thing. If I let myself dwell on how much I have to go I lose my mind, if I focus on how far I've come, and pat myself on the back for it, and then think about the mini goal ahead, it becomes more achievable.
It doesn't stop me from having fits of self loathing and feeling overwhelmed, and I sense that this is where you are at now. When I'm self loathing I'm bad at losing weight. I'm still working my way through a negative period. I've gained some weight, stopped exercising and lost focus. It's easy to do, and very hard to get back on top of.
Tom - I LOVE A league of their own. That's a great quote, I'm going to pin it on my wall Tootsie, great quote as well