this is my second time using calorie king. the first time i started in May of 2008 at 175 i got all the way down to 159 by july., and i still wasn't happy. As the holidays approched i lost sight of my goal and gained all my weight bakc plus some. I am now started CK at 185 =( and it is very hard to keep motivated becasue i do not want to fail again! I am going to CSUSB to be a physical therapist and i need to loose this weight for my future and to be happy with myself. i have the worse self esteem thanks to growing up fat!!! I am tryin to fix my self esteem and have a better future!