It is a struggle.. but don't give up, it's worth it.
I did very well the first couple years, but.... When I started out, I was so heavy that I had no real expectations b/c I didn't think I would be successful (never had before). But then as I hung out in the forums and read conversations about nutrition and exercise, I began wanting to get healthy. As long as my focus was on getting healthy - I did great. I learned all I could and made changes one step at a time - making small goals, focusing on one thing at a time -- first fat intake, then fiber, then protein, etc. the weight loss became a bonus -- kind of my reward for becoming healthy.
THEN when I realized how close I'd gotten to goal, I got in a hurry and changed my focus. I put back on more than a third of the weight and have been struggling ever since. My struggles are because I'm having a hard time getting back on the healthy track. My energy level is down since I put some weight back on, so it takes what feels like a lot of effort.
I just know that I'm not giving up. If I give up, failure is guranteed. If I keep trying, I have a chance. Someone once compared it to brushing your teeth -- if you failed to brush your teeth one day, would you get frustrated and give up brushing your teeth ever b/c you failed one day and just know you'll never be as consistent at it as you'd like?
Anyway.... I tend to ramble. Sorry 
Good luck on your goals 
Dee
HW 312 2/20/05 
SW 298 Joined 4/8/05
GW 150
Current Pic=Vicki(LUCKDUCK2) & me during a visit summer 2006.
"All things can be done for the one who believes." Mark 9:23