I am feeling a little better today. I think that getting myself to the gym really helps get my endorphins flowing and sets my day in a better frame of mind. Exersize is just such a vital part of my day now, if I don't do it I just don't have as great of a day.
Jason stayed home today because we had to try and get Caroline and Andrew into preschool next year. Caroline is now enrolled in 4 year old preschool for next year. Andrew is on the waiting list, but he is number one on the waiting list for next year. I am really excited about that. This set up the year well for me next year. They will be at a preschool next year that is really close to Jackson's elementary school and they will get out shortly before Jack. This will make my life much simpler next year. YEAH!!!!!!!!
Today I went to see Peggy, my therapist, as I do every Wednsday. I am very frustrated with the medication changes that my psychiatrist is still having to work with for my " chemical imbalance" that is causing my depression and anxiety issues. I am tired of dealing with this depression. I am so ready to be the regular me again. It is interfering with every aspect of my life. Peggy does help me put it in perspective. Hopefully this latest medication change will work and I will get back to my normal personality soon. The medications may even be hindering my weight loss some what, which is also quite frustrating. I am tired of dealing with all of these issues.
I know however that God is in control and he has a plan for my life. He knows what is best for me and all of the reasons for why I am going through this situation. I put all of my trust and faith in the Lord. I need to continue to take time each day to remind myself that He is in control and spend time in prayer asking Him to help me focus on positives and focus on His guidance through the day.