Monday, February 18th 2008
Well its a new day, a new week, hopefully a much better one. I am going to try to have a much better attitute this week. I am going to try to love myself, to stay strong in motivated in my goals, and to trust that God has a grand plan for my life and feel secure in this fact. I will not try and rely on me. I will rely on the fact that I have lots of support in my husband, my Lord, and even these ladies here on CK forum whom I have found. I will rely on the skillpowers that I have to plan my meal...Sunday, February 17th 2008
Sundays are usually pretty rough for me as of late. Lots of anxiety. Who knows where it comes from but I just get so worked up that I just cannot even go to church most weeks. I usually wind up wallowing on the couch just staring at the tv. I really have a hard time dealing with Sundays. I am not totally sure what it is that causes all of the anxiety but its there as soon as I wake up on Sunday and it gets progressivly worse the closer it gets to time to go to the church. I just end up shutting ...Saturday, February 16th 2008
So.. I did good at lunch. We went to a sub restraunt and I got a chicken philly without cheese, hold the mayo. I left off half the bread also. It was really yummy. I did forget to ask for wheat bread though. Dealing with little kids while trying to puruse the menu for the healthiest option makes for a little bit of a problem. Oh well. I am still happy with the results.Friday, February 15th 2008
Well today had not been the best of days in Erika world. NO drama to report at all. Although if the scale moves the wrong way again there will be some drama going on here.Thursday, February 14th 2008


















Its Thursday. Its a new day. Its Valentines Day.