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Wednesday, Mar 5 2008 - 153 Is this for Real?

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So today is my official weigh in day. I weighed yesterday and each time I got on that stupid scale it gave me a different number. Once it said 154, then 153, then 156, then 154 again. So I go off and just figured it was 156. I was thrilled. I haven't lost a pound in forever. So I was expecting to get on today and see 156. I would have been happy. I have been sick. I have not been to the gym in days.

The scale says 153. I got on like 4 times. Once it said 152, all other times 153. So, I posted this as my weight today. I am hesitant to believe it. I haven't lost in forever. Is this number for real. I wish I was going to the gym today so I could get on the more reliable scale. Either way, I have lost something atleast. Movement in the right direction finally! That is very exiting!!! The changes I am making are starting to show on the scale. Pretty cool.

Frustated that I had to get sick and halt the progress in the cardio and weight lifting. I was on a roll finally and I hate to stop that. I wish I could actually do what I had planned for once!! I would like to get through a couple of months straight without something interfering with my plans!!!!!!!

I am feeling much better this am. I am taking it easy today. I am hoping I am going to feel back to normal by this afternoon and maybe get to exersize tonight. If not, definatly tommorow! In the scheme of things, these small little deters are not a big deal. This is life. Life does not always go as planned and I just have to accpet that. I cannot expect to be able to workout every day no matter what. I have to not be quite so hard on myself. Its not all or nothing. I am good at all or nothing. I am learning to get past that mentality.

153-- Thank you God for showing me some progress!!!! I needed that boost! I have been praying for more discipline. I want to want it. I feel like I have been making great progress in this area of my life with your help. Thank you so much and I continue to ask for your guidance and strength. On my own strength I lack discipline, I easily give in, or give up. Please continue to give me your strength and the desire for discipline in all areas of my life (physical,emotional, spiritual, home life).

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