Tuesday, March 11th 2008
I have been expecting this for months and months. I thought I was prepared. I took in the news and was basically just blank. Went into gear of what do I need to do to get there as fast as possilbe. Its 11 hours away. I have 2 sick kids. Husband has to get off work. I need to pack. etc.... Then I got overwhelmed and broked down withen the hour. Ended up in the bed, face down in the pillow, getting nothing done at alll. I just lost it. i wanted nothing but to go away, to sleep and not think at all...Monday, March 10th 2008
So its Monday, I had a great weekend. DIdn't worry about calories. Just enjoyed my little girls birthday party weekend. Enjoyed some wonderful buttercream birthday cake. YUM!!!!
I really needed to be there today.Thursday, March 6th 2008
I was back to the gym for the first time in what seems forever!!! ( SINCE FRIDAY)

Wednesday, March 5th 2008
So today is my official weigh in day. I weighed yesterday and each time I got on that stupid scale it gave me a different number. Once it said 154, then 153, then 156, then 154 again. So I go off and just figured it was 156. I was thrilled. I haven't lost a pound in forever. So I was expecting to get on today and see 156. I would have been happy. I have been sick. I have not been to the gym in days.Tuesday, March 4th 2008

Frustrated with feeling yucky!!! I really want to get on a roll, get into a good pattern with my exersize routine. I have a plan. Why can there not be one week that my plan is actually carried out as planned????
I have such good intentions. I have not been allowing myself any excuses, and even if I tried my husband has been great about backing me up and getting my there in the evening if I skipped the gym in the am. And then I get sick.
I just want to get in a good pattern. I want to be con...