LYNNABEL's Mar 2004 CalorieKing Blog

Tuesday, March 23rd 2004

March 23, 2004

I need to start tracking the days I feel so low – it’s a strange feeling. It’s a state of mind that seems totally excessive when I’m in what I would call my “right” mind. It’s a state of mind that is totally global in thinking – its not whatever incident is at the root of the feeling, but my whole life. One thing I started thinking about yesterday when I was going through this was my level of anger. I am very angry, I think. I nearly bit the cashier’s head off at Wal...

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Thursday, March 18th 2004

March 18th

I tend to turn to journaling when I am feeling badly, so I'd like to start writing at other times - when I feel good, when I feel so-so. I'd like more insight into myself. Maybe this is the way to do it. These are things I'd like to think/write about: my recent revelations about what happened when I got divorced; the loss of friendships; carrer concerns; and self worth and self esteem and confidence as it relates to all of those areas. Is it too much to try to organize your insig...

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Wednesday, March 17th 2004

March 16, 2004

I’ve been thinking about careers today and how lost I feel career-wise. I couldn’t believe how full of…despair (!) I felt after our regional meeting today. I was listening to S talk about developing a new “product” – providing respite for kids with autism. All I could think was, “Why in God’s name do the PCs have to develop new company products? We’re already the company work horses.” I don’t know why it makes me so frustrated – maybe because there is no possibil...

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