LYNNABEL's Jun 2005 CalorieKing Blog

Sunday, June 12th 2005

It is way too beautiful to be inside right now, but I wanted to jot a few thoughts before going back out on to the deck to read.

We spent some time with our wonderful neighbhors last night and it was lots of fun. I need that kind of social interaction every once in a while. S can live without it, but I can't. Its too bad because people like him so much - I mean, they really enjoy his company. He's out with two friends right now which is good - at a park.

Ripple did SO well with Tony's ...

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Friday, June 10th 2005

Wah. Crazy at work. Crazy. Yesterday I was discouraged - today I feel energized by it. The roller coaster that is my heart and mind.

Walnut is 19 weeks old today. I feel him/her kick or move often.

Need to catch up personal emails. :evil:

Saturday, June 4th 2005

Had a rough morning with panic attacks and weepiness. I did have a few revelations about it unlike last weekend. Here they are:

a) I can't run away and have some me time because I'm pregnant. As much as drinking and smoking are unhealthy they did provide very necessary outlets for my mind that I needed (still do) to keep some kind of even keel. Reading used to provide some outlet but usually only in combination with something else - my attention span has plummeted since getting pregnant, th...

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