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Friday, May 30 2008 - and the beat goes on

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trying to lose weight. it's the struggle i have had my entire life. sometimes i feel like i am stuck in a revolving door. i can't get out and i don't get anywhere.

i am not expecting to instantly lose what i have to lose. i just don't want to wind up right where i am again the same time next year. where is that crystal ball when you need it?

i don't mean to be negative, but i am just trying to work through all my weight issues and writing always helps. i don't do enough of it these days.

my friend peter came over tonight to watch the season finale of lost. it was a terrific finish to a great season. personally, i still feel lost. i made a healthy dinner for us and we topped it off with a bakery brownie. why would i do that, again.

yes the beat does go on, but i am not enjoying this song.

tomorrow is another day. peace.

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7 comments so far.


a decade ago

Grace it is a one-step forward. 1/2 step back type of thing. This is the place to explore those feelings as well.




a decade ago

Come on Grace....you can't not start because you're not sure of how successful you will be. Just do what you need to do today. Then repeat! You know you will screw up but don't we all? I have no doubt you can do this!




a decade ago

I did a commissioned painting for a gentlemen who was a "Lost" fan from a photo from the show that was in the newspaper. He really loved his painting. As I was leaving his home after our transaction, I glanced back at him and he was sitting on his sofa, looking up at the painting on the mantle and smiling. My SIL said he liked it when I was working on it because it "told a story". (I've never watched the show.) :) You know, Grace, none of us our perfect. I'm going to put my quote from my blog in here for you....."Being human is not a character defect!" Be gentle with yourself, please. "The question is not what a man can scorn, or disparage, or find fault with, but what he can love, and value, and appreciate." I :love: that you are still here trying, and I value your friendship and I very much appreciate your honesty. :love: :kiss:

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a decade ago

:hi: Life sure isn't fair at times. I am still stuck right where I was in November, I waiver 2-3 pounds each way. It is very frustrating and some days I just want to give up, but I keep on trying just like you do. You will reach your goal, I know you will. Just give yourself some time and it will happen. Have a great weekend! :love:




a decade ago

Hi Grace, it's true what Sue says, "Life is not Fair". I am here a year later and have gained back 15 of the 30 pounds I lost last year. And I lost them in only 3 months! So I know I can do this, but I lost my focus. We can do this tho, stick with it and focus!




a decade ago

Hi Grace, I feel the same way sometimes. I think it's the inner child in us that wants what everyone else has (a brownie in this case). We want life to be fair and everyone to play by the rules, but it doesn't work that way. Life IS NOT fair and some people can eat up a a storm and never gain and I eat a brownie and feel I pay for it all week. Good luck in finding your way. I know you'll do it! Sue




a decade ago

:hi:Hi Grace it's nice to see you. Hope you have a great weekend. You WILL reach your goal you have the spunk to succeed:kiss: