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Wednesday, Apr 11 2012 - I do not know how to live in the moment

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Pandora, let me tell you about her, she has been my closest friend for twelve years. Pandora is not well and I am beside myself with fear of losing her and fear of her suffering. I know there are many who will think this such an odd statement, as she is a dog. Just after Valentines day Pandora had a seizure and her life took on changes, medication but we were ready to do what was needed for her. As the time has passed she has developed numerological problems. Her balance is off and she falls down. The vet has taken her off the medications, but it will take time to leave her system, we hope that is all it is, just medications. Yet I fully understand what the underlying problem can be. I am working hard on living in the now, spending all the quality time I can with her and seeing she is not afraid. Of course Pandora has always had a positive attitude about life, much better then mine. Pandora greats every new moment with joy and excitement and is always loving no matter what. As I mentioned we have been bonded for many years, she is one of the smartest dogs I have ever known, yet she is smaller in size then many labs. I do not know how i am going to make this transition in life if I have to. Funny over eating was a problem for me, now eating at all is a challange.

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a decade ago

I know. :heart1:

by HEKATE

HEKATE

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a decade ago

I'm so sorry to hear about your pup. I would be the same way if anything happened to my Gilligan. I hope that the falling problems are just due to medicine.

by DONZI

DONZI