8:18 pm:
i always tell myself to go to sleep early, however, end up staying up for "workout." today is a different day. i'm so ready for sleep and tomorrow to come. today hasn't been such a great day and i'm ready to put it behind me. i'm supposed to be graduating college this year...

morning:
"if we are facing in the right direction, all we have to do is keep on walking." - buddhist proverb
^mom's quote of the day! =)

last night's swim was awesome. i did about 45 minutes in the lanes and then 15 minutes in the hot tub. unfortunately my time in the actual, roped-off lanes was cut short by a man with no respect. there i was, swimming back and forth when i decided to take a short break. all of a sudden another swimmer jumps in my lane and starts swimming towards me. now i know sharing is caring, however, with my size and doing the breast stroke, i doubt there was room enough for the both of us. i was polite, kept quiet and went over and swam in the non-roped part. he didn't even apologize or say "thank you." i just can't believe the nerve of some people. i guess he thought my time was up! =/

this morning, both my mom and i woke up extremely late. she was up and out by 5:30 and i followed shortly after. i blame denita for my tardiness. we stayed awake until midnight talking about relationships and how we're going to stay celibate forever! j/k...i got in ten minutes on the treadmill and five minutes on the ab roller. i guess something is always better than nothing, but i do feel guilty about waking up late and not sticking to my plan. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! i have dance class from 7 - 8 pm and that's all i have listed on my eTrainer. i was thinking of possibly sneaking in a work out in the morning as well! i have good news. i'm down two more pounds! obviously i celebrate every single pound. it used to be so easy to drop weight, i wish i were high school again...it feels like losing ten pounds then is one pound now.

all i want to do today is go home. i'm so sick of work and i'm sick of being bored. all i can think about is how i don't have any cash and need to pay two bills. back to wishing i were high school...no monetary cares in the world. mom and dad paid for everything and what they didn't pay for, i didn't really need! i just wish i would win the lottery, enough to pay off my credit card, car and loan. i'd be set! i honestly don't mind working, i mind the need to work. let me get back to internet surfing before i develop a migraine!