It was another beautiful day outside. Bear and I got a walk in this morning and plan on doing it again tomorrow. My day was very hum-drum, nothing special. Then, I got a call from my mother....she only calls when someone is sick or dead. This time it was my Aunt, she has pancreatic (sp?) cancer. The doctors went in to remove a tumor on her pancreas yesterday but could not because it was tangled up in blood vessels. They said, if she does chemo, she has 2 years at the most to live. She is in her early 50's and was always so vibrant and healthy. It bummed me out and guess what I did........................
I ATE COOKIES
Oh well, I am throwing away the rest of the cookies that my neighbor sent over as a gift. She'll never know. I have to pick up the pieces tomorrow and find some time to let my self cry. I feel so sad for my aunt, my uncle, my mom, my grandmother, my cousins, my cousin's children....this is a very special person to a lot of people. It's hard to imagine her gone in 2 years.

I won't take it out on any more food.

I am still counting my blessings. I am healthy and so are my son and husband and brother and parents. Thank God. I hope it stays that way for as close to forever as possible.