Things are going much smoother now that I am only gone 2 days a week (to work). Finally, I am catching up with laundry/housework and I don't feel like I am behind in schoolwork. Bear is doing well in school, also. He is almost finished with the first half of Algebra 1 with a low B average. He's a good kid. His birthday is coming, April 5, he will be 15. He is starting Driver's Ed. the day after he turns 15 (age is a prerequisite). It's making me wonder if starting over with another child is really the best thing for me. Funny how things turn around. I want another child, I am sure of it, but it makes me wonder if I am crazy.

I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately. I am having trouble switching from the "there's going to be a baby here soon" mind-frame, to the "focus on getting healthier/finishing school/starting career" mind-frame. I'm getting there, though. I told my husband that I think we should stop "trying" to get pregnant and just let it happen, if that is what is supposed to happen. He said some smart-butt comment like, "that's what I've been saying". We left it at that.

Well, the Things-to-do list is long, so I'm off to see the wizard...........