Good Tuesday Morning!!

3.5 miles ran and some quick walking lunges up and down the driveway 3X, 100 crunches, then 3 sets of 5# curls and flys.

Gosh I miss having all that gym equipment (with my old membership)but I am not going to stop doing any weight work just because of it. Less effort but I've got to stay consistent...

Day 4 of no sugar. Going pretty good...

I wanted a Fresca last night just for the 'sweet' shot but I skipped it. Part of weaning off sugar is ridding yourself of the desire. GREAT!

So I haven't heard about the 'dream job' yet. I broke down and left a message for her last night, trying to be all light hearted but I am totally bummed. I just have this feeling that it is not going to work out. I'm so dissapointed. Every time I get worked up about something like this I get so excited! I know better than that. I developed the ability as a child not to anticipate things too much. It really is an art.... We didn't have much growing up and we had to realign our mental expectations around holidays and birthdays.
Sometimes I just want to be crazy excited about something because it feels so good to be crazy! But then the let down is so much harder.
Hopefully she will call me today. Cross your fingers!!

Thanks for all your support and love!!

Hugs to all!
PS TO TRISHIE!! My twenties sucked a$$ and I was allot like you in several ways... Time heals all wounds and you will be fine, wounded but healed... Ehem.. this is why I never have more than 2 drinks in public EVER! Only when the DH and I are home alone...
The good news is the first two years of my thirties are kickin' a$$!!


565 miles ran
6600 crunches
in 2006!!!