BECKAMARIE's Jul 2006 CalorieKing Blog
Good God! I send out the morning absentee email to the company every morning and I started the greeting with...
Good Thursday Morning !
Does someone want it to be Friday already?!

Before I got a slew of emails on it I grabbed the intercom and practically shouted...
" Before anyone emails me about my mistake on the absentee report, I KNOW it's really Wednesday.. so don't!"
Anyways.... I hit snooze twice (once at 4am, again at 4:30 am...) I finally dragged my sorry a$$ ...
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Thank God! The Hubby and I had a chat last night about how I need his help again to get 'in gear'
This morning at 5am he nudged me and said ...
"Babe, you need to get up... remember you wanted to run..
"no,no.... I just wanted you to tell me when not to eat something...."
"Honey, you'll be upset if you don't get up and run..."
"I know, I know... I'm up! Race you to the bathroom!!
He is THE BEST!

I just seem so tired for some reason.. my le...
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Good Monday Morning!!
Um, crazy weekend... too much food, not enough water and def. not enough sleep!!

But, got to visit with alot of extended family and SO glad that the hubby went with us!!

I held an infant nearly half the day and got all those... am I ever going to have a baby feelings????....

I do fine when I am not around an infant but as soon as I am around one I start to melt. I hate feeling like I have no control of emotions. I usually do have total control (ask my ex's wha...
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It's Friday... Started a raging TOM at about midnight... It's one of those times that hits me so hard for some reason that I feel hung over without the headache. The girls at work always know when it happens because they say I come into work like I'm in a daze... It's totally weird. My head feels stuffy but my nose doesn't. My ears feel like they are filled with water and my belly feels all jelly.
My Mom has always sworn I was borderline anemic but I always swear that you have to be waif ...
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Um... stayed out too late

ate too much pizza

ate ice cream

didn't get up to run

ate chocolate for breakfast

WTF!?
That's pretty much it in a nutshell. I'm embarrassed to record it all and even more upset that I didn't just go to bed last night, call it a day and get up today and start all over again.... Instead I continued the cycle of stupidity....
Anyways, it's only 9 in the morning and I have the rest of the day to recover and drink water!!
I could look at it in the o...
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