I really cannot believe myself! House-sitting has me all discombobulated...
I haven't ran since last Thursday.. WTF??
I have not 1 but 2 races on Sunday... again, WTF??
I have not logged since last Friday... and again, WTF??

I don't have any of my food around... I started to try to figure out what to do with what food is in this house and lost the energy needed to think about it.
Matthew is gone hunting and not around to keep an eye on me

Of course, I can't really use any of those excuses effectively but it helps me see where to start correcting.

This isn't a 'pity me' post. Honest. It's just an 'evaluate the situation and move on' post. blech.

So, I am now about 10 days off the master plan and I can't afford to do this again if I am serious about losing this weight. That's the whole point here and what I should be asking myself. "Do you really want to lose this or not?!" I mean, I completely know how to do it. I'm just too lazy right now to buckle down. What an idiot I am sometimes. I full well know what it takes and I just act like I can sneak by and not have to actually do what is required.

If I was Matt I'd be sick of hearing it from me. Thank God, he may think it but he would never say it.

So pep talk to me! Nothing to be worried about, just really thought about all this as I was trying to get the old pup to go out and potty in the yard this morning and I realized that my thighs are dangerously close to touching again. ARGH!!!!

Ok... enough about that.
Back on track.
Talk amongst yourselves....

Oh, and did I mention that as soon an Misty's (the dog) parents get home on Sat afternoon... Roebuck's (another dog) parents are leaving town the same day? So I am moving from one house-sitting job to another...LOL. At least the next gig has a much easier running situation!

Hugs, R
Poor Matty... it's so unseasonably warm that I seriously doubt that the deer will be moving around much the next couple of days.

I my friends. They mean more to me than they will ever know...
I having an entire evening to veg on front of a TV and 'hide'
I actually having some Christmas shopping done already!!