20 pounds today! I still can’t wear any of my summer pants or shorts which kind of surprises me but I know I have at least another 15 to lose so hopefully that will make the difference. I know that your body does change shape but I wouldn’t think it would change that much. I haven’t run since Saturday. I really should have gotten out Monday when I had the chance and Matt and I were home all morning long. But neither of us were really sure what we were going to do that day and I got busy with housework and just didn’t get out. Since then I haven’t had more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night so I have used that as an excuse. Hopefully the little rascal will sleep better tonight and I can get out tomorrow morning and Friday and Saturday. That would be great!

I was out ‘sick’ with Matty B yesterday. He started with a runny nose a few days ago and then Monday night he hardly slept. He has had his share of sniffles but this was different. So I got him into the doctor and the little bugger has double ear infections. Poor guy. Actually he was holding up pretty well despite it. He’s a tough little guy. Last night when Matt got home he crawled all the way through the living room and kitchen to the back door to watch Matt in the yard and chattering Da-Da the entire way. He plays a little game with me now and when I say Ma-Ma he looks right at me, giggles like crazy and says Da-Da clear as a bell. He is the cutest thing ever.

I am very excited about losing this weight so far and I cannot wait to get the rest of it off. The big goal is to have it all off by Matty B’s birthday on 8-10. Totally doable. Maybe I can go shopping for a few new work clothes then???

I feel so out of sorts at work today. I have so much to do and I have been off Sat, Sun, Mon and Tues so I feel like I am forgetting something. Argh. Maybe the whole day is off because I left in a hurry and didn’t say goodbye to my Matty. I didn’t get a good-bye kiss either.

I am so hungry today!! Grrrr!!