BONNIE180's Jun 2007 CalorieKing Blog
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Thursday, June 28th 2007
I have made a new goal. I have been throwing the idea of a tummy tuck around ever sence I lost the first 30 lbs. I know I'm not ready for it yet because I have to prove to myself that I will keep the weight off. Not only because of the cost of the procedure but also because what would happen if I took off all the extra skin then added lbs. I already have mass stretch marks from having my children at a heavy weight. SO, worst case if I don't get my goals set now and stick to them, I will be ...Softball sweetness....
Wednesday, June 27th 2007
Tuesday nights are my most fav time of the week. I get to leave the children at home to go talk with adults and play my beloved softball. I play 3rd base at bat 4th on my team. I have to say I had a steller night. The first game we should have gotten swept but we all managed to hang in there and make a real close game out of it. 3rd was insane with plays and I found it hard to make the throw to 1st toward the end. Anyone who has played ball knows that 3rd base to 1st base is a killer throw...Is eating pizza a binge?
Monday, June 25th 2007
Well I feel like crap. I wish my period would just start so that I could stop all this craving. I Sunday night I called for pizza. My hubbie was not even home so I can't blame it on him. I picked up the phone, I called, I orderd what I wanted to eat (1/2 cheese for kids). I planned on eating as much as I could fit into my body. I guess my reason for even doing it was because I was sick and tired of craving something. I thought maybe if I give in then the craving would go away. I also ate...Old friend 70 lbs down!
Sunday, June 24th 2007
So I went to work out on friday night at the ymca, pms-ing like mad. All I wanted to do was get a sweat on and work off my pms anger. I pulled in and saw a mer 2 cars in the parking lot, come to find out that the kid Zone was closed. So that fed my pms anger even more so I called my mother and met her for dinner. LOL, if I can't work out I will eat out...LOL.Sat I pretty much sat around taking care of the children all day, not really getting anything done aound the house. It seem...
Monthly weigh-in with doc
Friday, June 22nd 2007
Well I went on Wed to see the doc and get my monthly weigh-in over with. I have to say walking in I kind of new I would not be happy with what I weighed in at. I had hopped on the scale before I went to the appointment and it was at 200. Knowing the Docs scale as intamitly as I due I know that is a few lbs heaver then my scale. So I hopped on the scale and BAM 204. Kind of a downer for me. But he gave me a lift up by reminding me that the last time I weighed in on his scale 4 weeks before ...