So I have .20 lbs before I can truly say I have lost 50 lbs. Please notice where the decmial point is... yes .20 of a lb. I am just as happy but it would be nice to dip below and stay there. I have seen 51lbs and even 52 lbs but I cant say it was anything but water weight!
My hubbies sister came into town from Louisiana this past sat. We all met up for pizza and drinks. She was amazed by how I looked. She of corse wanted to know how I did it and the answer is still the same from me, Less food in and more work out. However I did get some funny looks when I passed up eating the pizza and drinking the beer then stopped at a local meyer to get a smart one meal. Its funny everyone wants to know how its done and then they are the first ones to ask why are you not eating this fatty grease loaded pizza we orderd? Or why are you not drinking all these empty calories with us? Now don't get me wrong, I like pizza and beer....a lot! But I need to stay focused and reach my goals. If only, so that I can create new ones.
After the pizza night we went to my hubbies famly farm for a cook out . We went to church before heading out there and I forgot to pack myself a change of clothes. So here I am in my church clothes at a farm. Like a rose in a weed patch...very out of place. I somehow don't feel very comfortable in my own skin. I looked great but all my confadince was gone. Because of the dramatic weightloss people are looking a little harder and longer then they used to. Not because of attraction or anything like that, But more shock. Its making me want to completly cover up. I hope and beleive that once everyone is used to the old, new me that it will not draw so much attention. I really just want everyone to ignore the weight loss and just remember I am the same person that I was.
I never bring it up in conversation. NEVER! I will talk and act as I am and they will bring it up. I know your all reading this and crying for me....HAH...WAAAH I lost weight and now everyone is looking at me...But truly for the ones of you who have lost a noticable amount of weight know what I am talking about. Its the same as when I gained the weight. Its just people don't come up to you and say "DAMN GIRL, YOU GOT FAT". There seems to be so problem with them running up to you saying "DAMN GIRL EAT SOMETHING WOULD YOU". My husbands grandma was giving me crap about leaving before dinner and said "just because you don't eat anymore, don't mean your family can't." This is the same woman who gave me crap about re-visiting the dessert table at christmas. "Back again" she would say and I was 9 months Pregnant at the time. B A H...People MAKE UP YOUR MIND!