I am at work right now. I am miserable at work. This is it, though. I cannot be someone I am not and don't want to, either. I love me. I love my skills. I love my personality. I love my intellect. I love my values. I am awesome just the way I am right here and right now.

I am going to tell my boss that I cannot work for him and will ask to be put back into the other department I was in. I don't care what else happens. I must be true to myself and trust that God made me the way I am for a good reason. Not a reason that will make me stay awake at night with worry and not a way that makes me feel inadequate and stupid.

Update: The boss agrees that we cannot work together. I am now supposed to talk to the head of the department that I used to work for and see if they have a place for me. I sent an e-mail to him. You know, right now I just so don't care about what happens. I am feeling very much relieved that I am officially relieved of my "duties" of the job which I should have never been placed in. Had I known that this was what I was signing up for, I NEVER would have done it!

More: I am at peace with everything right now. I am not worried about work at all. I feel light and free. What a great feeling to have in the middle of worldly uncertainty and change. Thank you, Father, for the certainty that all my needs will be met, every day of my life.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I am wearing my new shirt comfortably today. You know, the one that shrank a couple weeks ago in the wash? It has pretty colors on it and makes me feel spring-y. lol. And the arms fit better today than they did that first time I wore it.