CELAWLOR's CalorieKing blog
Wednesday, May 31 2006
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My dear, sweet, prince-for-a-husband and I have been doing so remarkably well during this move--until last night when we were trying to get the study put together. 
I KNOW I was being snippy. I can excuse it by saying I was completely exhausted and emotionally drained, but the truth is when it comes to the one person in the world who stands beside you and supports you every single day of your life, there is never an acceptable reason to treat that person poorly. NEVER. I kept apologizing and I kept right on being a
to him (and my sweet, loving son). We finally just went to bed and gave up. I have only been like that one other time in our relationship, so it is easy to forgive (I suppose); but I sure feel crappy about it today. He wasn't exactly on his best behavior yesterday, either. 
Today is a new day and all is well. We are about 75% settled. The house in Dallas has had one or two showings every day. The house in Houston will have it's second showing this morning. Both houses show very well so something should happen soon now that school is out.
Update: Today has been a weird food day. I have been very hungry most of the day. I had a second lunch because I was hungry. I was driving by all the fast food places on my way back to the office and I was thinking ""Mmm, double cheeseburger and french fries..." but then I would remember how bad they make me feel and how all that sodium would be with me for days and I just kept on driving.
I want a greasy, salty cheeseburger but my body can't take it. I know I haven't been eating well for about a week now and I'm sure that greasy cheeseburger craving is a result of not treating my body well. We plan on going to the grocery store tonight, so that should help get my eating back on track. I want to go to the gym tonight, but I'm not sure our home is in good enough shape to start that back up, and I am still farily tired. I am not 20 anymore and I do not bounce back as quickly as I did 10 years ago. I must remember this. My life should return to pre-layoff schedule after I return from Atlanta on the 19th. Until then, it will still be pretty intense. I can make it. Three more weeks of intensity and it will settle down.
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It looks like I only lost 6 lbs this month? I can't tell because of the scale switch and I didn't get to weigh in for a while. I don't care. June will be better!
I KNOW I was being snippy. I can excuse it by saying I was completely exhausted and emotionally drained, but the truth is when it comes to the one person in the world who stands beside you and supports you every single day of your life, there is never an acceptable reason to treat that person poorly. NEVER. I kept apologizing and I kept right on being a
to him (and my sweet, loving son). We finally just went to bed and gave up. I have only been like that one other time in our relationship, so it is easy to forgive (I suppose); but I sure feel crappy about it today. He wasn't exactly on his best behavior yesterday, either. Today is a new day and all is well. We are about 75% settled. The house in Dallas has had one or two showings every day. The house in Houston will have it's second showing this morning. Both houses show very well so something should happen soon now that school is out.
Update: Today has been a weird food day. I have been very hungry most of the day. I had a second lunch because I was hungry. I was driving by all the fast food places on my way back to the office and I was thinking ""Mmm, double cheeseburger and french fries..." but then I would remember how bad they make me feel and how all that sodium would be with me for days and I just kept on driving.
I want a greasy, salty cheeseburger but my body can't take it. I know I haven't been eating well for about a week now and I'm sure that greasy cheeseburger craving is a result of not treating my body well. We plan on going to the grocery store tonight, so that should help get my eating back on track. I want to go to the gym tonight, but I'm not sure our home is in good enough shape to start that back up, and I am still farily tired. I am not 20 anymore and I do not bounce back as quickly as I did 10 years ago. I must remember this. My life should return to pre-layoff schedule after I return from Atlanta on the 19th. Until then, it will still be pretty intense. I can make it. Three more weeks of intensity and it will settle down.
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It looks like I only lost 6 lbs this month? I can't tell because of the scale switch and I didn't get to weigh in for a while. I don't care. June will be better!
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