Daily Averages for this week:
food calories: 2,110 cals
exercise minutes: 51 mins
exercise calories: 526 cals
net calories: 1,584 cals
protein: 142 g
fiber: 28 g
sodium: 2,264 mg

Lost almost 4 lbs this week. Measurements didn't change at all.

The run this morning eff'n sucked because it felt like the deepest depths of hell outside. I hate, loathe, dispise and dislike running in the heat. ing HATE HATE HATE it!!!

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When I would fantasize about losing weight (all my life), I always imagined how much fun it would be to buy regular sized clothes and to replace my wardrobe. SHOPPING IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE FUN PART OF THIS JOURNEY--THE REWARD! I totally feel cheated. It was easier to buy clothes when I wore a size 26. I'm so depressed and confused and emotional about this. Am I the fattest woman to ever run, or what? Why can't I find "wicking" clothes that will at least pass for ungrotesque, if not horrible looking??? I want to cry and sceam and hit something and run my car into the back end of that jackass I was driving behind on the way home today. How do some people get their freekin licenses, anyway? Do they lie about actually having driving skills??? Grrrr.

I think I'll go get a glass of wine and sit outside by myself and try to figure out WTF I am going to do about this, besides complain.