Still so tired. The exercise just hasn't been happening this week. I have no motivation for work, the gym, my house...nuttin'. Hopefully it is just the cold still messing with me.

I decided that I wanted to give contact lenses another try. Last time was over 10 years ago and they weren't very comfortable. The optometrist gave me a pair of Accuvue Oasys to try yesterday. It's nice to be able to see stuff at home. I usually take my glasses off as soon as I walk in the door so it is weird to be able to see all the way down the hallway..and outside...and the ceiling (which have some cobwebs I never noticed, before). LOL.

My neighbor and her husband are having problems--again. I've always gotten along better with him, than her, but she has all of a sudden started being very friendly. It makes me uncomfortable because I can't help but feel there are alterior motives on her part for the sudden friendship. She sent me an e-mail inquiring how I was because "we haven't chatted in a while." We never "chat." Very suspicious. I am trying to put my best foot forward (because I know I have women issues) and I started to go over to her house three times yesterday but couldn't go through with it. She's not going to get me to dislike him. His kid and mine are practically brothers. If they split again, I am still going to be friends with him. Maybe I am just over-reacting. But, she has been my neighbor for 6 years now and we aren't close. What are the chances it is, truly, innocent??? I made the mistake of going over there when she kicked him out last time and I swear I felt like I was being manipulated. Who knows, maybe she appreciated my aloofness, brutal honestly and my unwillingness to take sides...I am NOT one of those people that other people call when they want a should to cry on and sympathy. I am a fixer.