More of the same this morning...except I am not feeling quite so exhausted. Have this heaviness in the uterus feeling. It's weird. Kinda feels like someone pumped it full of water like a water balloon.

I went to the grocery store last night because NOTHING in the house sounded very appealing--except eggs. I went to have some peanut butter toast yesterday and I dipped my knife in the peanut butter jar and had a bit while I was waiting for my toast to cook and it tasted like eating a spoon full of granulated sugar to me!

So, I went down every isle in the store and just bought what sounded good. Prince Charming got a pretty good chuckle out of what I bought. The kiddo opened the fridge later that night and was like "Whoa. What's all this for?"

Didn't eat very much yesterday. I think I struggled to get over 1,000 calories. Food just doesn't sound good. My boys heated up some left over pizza and I had to leave the house. Yuck!!!

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Mmmmm. Fresh pineapple, dry roasted peanuts and pistachios for lunch. Yummy!

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Food and I just aren't getting along right now. I got about 1/2 way through a very small lunch, that sounded REALLY good to me, and I started to feel full and nauseous. I realize, too, that not eating could be contributing to the fatigue. But, what to do? This is some miserable stuff. Wish I could remember what it was like when I was pregnant last time--if I am even pregnant now, anyway. The only thing I remember was that my tits hurt a lot and that when I went to go leg press my 720 pounds (which is where I was back then) that I couldn't get more than one rep out and I was just exhausted...everything else has been forgotten over the years. Well, almost everything. I certainly remember thinking, once labor was in full force, that I was a friggin' idiot for opting for a natural childbirth. Won't forget that thought. But, I'd probably be inclined to do it again. Afterall, I lived through it last time, didn't I?