No new miseries to record for posterity this morning. Same as yesterday. I was trying to recall details of my previous pregnancy and I seem to remember taking a home pregnancy test one day after I missed my period and the positive line was very faint. I don't know if the tests have become any more sensitive in 11 years. But, if they haven't, then I probably won't be able to know for sure until Wednesday of next week. That seems like forever.

I struggled, again to get over 1,000 calories yesterday. It's weird because I really don't feel hungry. Even when I do eat, I don't want to and I am forcing myself to do it. I've noticed that the foods that sound most appealing are those that are whole and not part of a recipe. Baked potato is fine because it is JUST a potato, but mashed potatoes are not because it has milk, butter, salt, etc. Milk is fine solo, but not in cereal. An egg sandwich is okay if it is just bread and egg, but add cheese or butter and YUCK! Odd.

My friends were texting me last night from their respective homes, because they were (apparently) all lost without me. I tend to take the leadership role in any group and I was always the one recommending places to go and bands to see and coordinating the carpools and meeting times. They want to come hang out at my house tonight since I really can't go out clubbing and drinking. They rock!!! If Cindy can't come to the party, bring the party to Cindy. I was really expecting them to just carry on without me. So we are either going to hang out here and I'll cook for everyone, or (if I am feeling bad) we will go out to some restaurant and then come back to the house and listen to music and relax. Prince Charming really likes my friends (and he's the best DJ ever), but doesn't like to go out, so he is hoping for a dinner here. He's a good Sioux Chef, so I think we'll be good. Whatever happens, I haven't seen them in a couple of weeks (and they haven't seen each other) so it will be good to hang out and catch up.