Crazy headache today. The training in Odessa is going painfully slow. They ordered a bunch of pizza for lunch and the CFO offered to get me a salad or sandwhich, instead. Then, the pizza came and the sandwich was messed up (according to him) so they are going to go find me a salad. That is sweet. I really hate to be such a pain to people with food, though...suppose it is better than pretending I am fine with pizza then running down the hall to the bathroom afterwards.

I ate most of a full bagel with cream cheese and some fruit this morning. Felt nauseous, but kept it down. Tummy was upset for a while afterwards, though. I've got to find a way to get more food in the body.

|TMI Alert| No sign of TOM, yet. Spotting last night then nothin'. Should have started yesterday...and no letup on all the other craziness, either. Oy! I'm going to be stuck in a perpetual state of severe PMS for the rest of my child bearing years!!! With no relief, ever.

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WTF is up with my head???? O.M.G. It won't stop hurting. I am slurring some of my words, feel mentally fuzzy, and lightheaded....I have about one more hour left to go and then I can go back to my room. I'm so glad I went shopping yesterday, there's no way I could do it tonight. I really can't write this crap off as PMS. Just can't.

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Headache just won't go away. However, the foggyheadedness subsidied with food. I tried a new approach, since a full, or even partially full, tummy just isn't flying with me. Got some hight-fat, high-calorie pasta from Carino's and I ate it over 2 hours in my room (plus I had some baked stuffed mushrooms without the "stuff" while I was at the restaurant). That seemed to work well. Didn't get nauseous, or a tummy ache, and I betcha I got close to 1,000 calories over dinner.

So I hit the internet pretty hard tonight to try to figure out what could be wrong with me. All signs point to pregnancy. Got a couple home pregnancy tests since I have missed my period. I read that the home pregnancy tests will pick up the pregnancy 2 or 3 days after implantation--which is what I am speculating caused the spotting last night. Hopefully one of these damned things will turn positive over the next couple of days and I'll know what is really going on. Otherwise, I have a Wednesday appointment with the b!tch doctor from hell to look at my girly parts, again.

Have I mentioned lately how much of an @ss my boss is, sometimes? It just makes me feel better to type it every now and then.