I've *got* to get my head "in the game!" I told Prince Charming this morning that I hope the induction attempt fails tomorrow. After all, I technically have until Tuesday until I reach that post-mature status. I believe that the mind is a powerful thing and I really need to get that whole mind-body-universe connection thingy going before 9:30 tomorrow morning!!! I haven't done any real, focused meditation for a while but I think it would be a good idea to spend some quiet time today getting my thoughts moving in the right direction to, you know, help rather than HINDER the whole process...

Stubbornness can be a wonderful asset in life but there are times where it really makes mine difficult. I'm not used to not getting my way and I always throw my little internal temper tantrums when I don't. Gotta be a big girl, accept that there is nothing I can do to change the way this part of my life is going to play out, and choose to respond in a more positive, helpful manner to it all. Hubby and I decided that we were going to be "fashionably late" tomorrow so that is the last bit of rebellion I'll be able to throw at this situation. We're going to go have a breakfast date at Panera before we go in. I Panera. Get filled up on fresh, warm bagels, coffee and muffins beforehand. Can't leave Panera in a bad mood, ya know! I'm pretty sure there's some law against it, somewhere.