CELAWLOR's CalorieKing Blog
Wednesday, July 8th 2009
Today seems sooo much better than the last several! My friend and I were able to go to the lake last night and it was nice to just stroll around. We chatted all evening long and before I knew it, it was 10:30! The lake and the company were very therapeutic for me! He is a high school teacher and is off for the summer, so he is going to come out to my place on Friday. I also have my next ultrasound on Friday (I'm really really hoping to get taken off the pelvic rest) and I decided to just ta...Tuesday, July 7th 2009
My precious boy called me last night, from bed, all upset and wanting to come home.
I can't explain how heartbreaking THAT was. Especially given my current whacked-out emotional state. It was all I could do to restrain myself from getting him an airline ticket that instant. I cried when he hung up the phone and I've been crying almost all damned day, off and on. Why? I dunno. Just hormones, I guess. I keep reminding myself that all this means is that the baby is healthy and I should b...
Monday, July 6th 2009
Day 1 of home alone.My trip to Nebraska was ick. My allergies went completely crazy--I even got a rash. I'm pretty sure I am allergic to the midwest.
I cried when I left my son there. I've never done that, before. Flipping hormones! Then I was all weepy the whole way home and songs (that really aren't even sad) made me cry some more. I still don't find it funny. Still waiting for that part to kick in.Work was fairly busy today. THANKFULLY!!! The eerie quiet sucked, bu...
Monday, June 29th 2009
Don't have a lot of positive stuff to say right now. Not feeling it. I guess the prenatal appointment went okay today. The issue with the placenta is worse than what they told me over the phone. Gonna try not to dwell on it and hope that I am like the majority of people and it fixes itself. Otherwise, it looks like a c-section for me and pelvic rest until the baby comes.Positives: The baby is still fine to the best of my knowledge; I am not (yet) on bed rest; I am getting my appeti...
Friday, June 26th 2009
I know, deep down, that it will get better...and likely soon. But, oh my. Will I make it? I do NOT remember being this miserable while pregnant with my son. Absolutely every mother that knows I am pregnant says I will be having a girl because of the misery. I feel like it's a girl. Prince Charming only wants a girl and I'd be happy as can be with another boy. Either way, I'd just really like to not be so miserable, anymore.
Work is still slow but my boss doesn't se...