CELAWLOR's CalorieKing Blog
Tuesday, July 22nd 2008
I am feeling rather aimless at the moment. Not lost, exactly. More floating and being pushed along gently by the will of others...Like a leaf being carried downstream in a gently flowing river.My boss labeled me our company's "Premier Consultant." He has been pushing me out as some sort of role model and telling me what I should and shouldn't do/say/respond/whatever. I'm not really sure what I think about that. I know I am very good at what I do and don't want to be a role m...
Sunday, July 20th 2008
I am going to openly admit to being insecure about my husband not coming home. I couldn't shake the feeling all day that he was going to decide to stay at his friend's house permanently.Wanna know the worst part? I wasn't upset about it. The thought of him not being around anymore did not upset me. I looked at it as a logistical puzzle that needed to be solved.
I obviously have issues. Not sure what to even think about that.
Can a person just go through enough loss in a life...
Saturday, July 19th 2008
I have had the opportunity to meet several young, ex-military men who fought in the Iraq war over the last couple of months. I spent the day with one of them today and we had ample opportunity to talk about just stuff in general. I've noticed something disturbing about these amazing men. They've all been very bright, uneducated, hard-working and CARING people. Fighting in this war has really affected them and completely changed their lives.One of these gentlemen is passionate about gun...
Friday, July 18th 2008
Oooooh...I got my little man back!!!! They pulled up to the house at about 5:30 yesterday and he ran in the house and practically jumped on me! It was sooo nice to have a house full of people. But, it made me miss my husband more. Mom and I went to the grocery store after we got back from dinner and I got some stuff in the house to eat. No beer.
My boss wanted me to go to San Antonio to do some training next week but I told him that I didn't think I'd be able to make it...
Thursday, July 17th 2008
My kiddo is on his way home this morning! Happy days. They have not reached the half-way point, yet, but they are close. They might stop overnight somewhere, but I really hope that they don't. I miss people in my house and I miss my boy. I know I will not feel this way shortly after he gets home, though. 
I've been sick all week and haven't really done ANYTHING on the homefront. Oh well. I've been to the grocery store once in three weeks and bought very little then, even. I've ...