I've been off plan for about a week now. I haven't worked out. I've eaten enough crap to know that I feel like what I've been eating. Good news, haven't gained 400 pounds as expected. Today is the day I am starting over. I suppose I could look at each day like that, eh???

There's a lot of turmoil in my lil head right now...nothing major, perse and I guess that could be an oxymoron of sorts. But I've been giving tons of thought to some major life changes again. It's not like the last year or so hasn't been life changing enough - but I'm feeling stronger and more like who I am and not who I'm "supposed to be."

I know, that's kinda cryptic and I can't put into words really what I mean. I suppose the best explanation I can give is I finally understand what it means to stand on my own two feet. Scary at times, but I cherish the freedom that's finally come.

Now, to get my body in line with my mind... so I can achieve more interesting things and be the role model to my kids I want to be...
CEL