Thursday, June 14th 2007
Long night at the OK Corral and the great gods at the Mars Candy Company came to the rescue. I made it through the chicken strips, the carrots, the grapes, the protein shake and 32oz of iced tea - then the cravings began and OY!!! Gonna have to work out a LOT today. Prolly hours of working out. Had peanut m&m's AND a Baby Ruth. Nice little energy rush and while I should feel guilty.... I don't. Why???Monday, June 11th 2007
I've been pretty good with food choices overall this week. I allow myself a bit of candy in the wee hours of the morning. (160 cal) and have really focused on trying to eat better/healthier foods. I did go a little nuts yesterday with 2 slices of the best pizza in town - Hungry Howie's and had another slice this morning for a snack. Will definitely work out more to make sure that "stays off." Still under calorie count at this point, so all's good.Saturday, June 9th 2007
I hate feeling depressed. Working a crapload of overtime at the PD and it's starting to wear thin. I finally broke down today and had a bag of m&m's. Was really craving chocolate... and I realize it's emotional eating and can't say that I feel any better after eating them, but what can I say? (sigh)Monday, June 4th 2007
Oh my. I can't believe I ate almost the whole thing. I had so many calories yesterday I don't know if I am coming or going. Sat down and at almost an entire pint of icecream - after eating two Whataburger taquitos. I was soooooooo hungry and tired. Afterward, just tired. Sheesh. How pathetic. Try again to clean up my act..... seems like nothing is working tho. Feeling like a loser. Oh well....