Today is starting out to be a better day than yesterday. My attitude is much better. I do not know if it was listening to Carlie Wilson on Good Morning America talk about her struggle with weight or the fact that I feel more in control, less tired.

I'm looking out my window. It snowed this morning. There are 2 Canadian Geese by the creek just walking around. It is a beautiful site to see the geese in the snow.

Sorry for that distraction...back to my positive thoughts.

I have a lot to be grateful for. I am "ok" with not going to my highschool reunion. I am ok with telling my friends the reason why. There is more to me than just my weight. There are some fabulous things on the inside.